23 Februari 2014

Holiday Season Ends

I think, today is the end of my holiday. I officially declare that my holiday is over. Although actually I still have one week to go before the new semester begin. However, I feel like that week will be full of activities, mainly preparing the new semester. Like shopping stationary, reading a bit a bout the new courses (If I had time and willingness), doing some projects for penalaran and I think some competition to wrap up, and of course, violin practices.
It sounds very busy, trust me! Maybe just some of these activities will really happened, the rest, maybe will be eat by my procrastinate behavior. Of course I don't want that to happen. I just say it honestly so you don't think like I am a typical guy who spend my time studying and doing something serious. No, I am a total slob. Trust me on it!
My wish for this new semester just one. Better time management, just it.
Well, wish me luck!

20 Februari 2014


enlightenment /ɪnˈlaɪ.t ə n.mənt/ /-t ̬ ə n-/ noun [ U ]
1. the state of understanding something
Can you give me any enlightenment on what happened? 

So, this evening i just realize that i never know where i am heading. I know what's my goal and so on. But, is this a true way to reach those goals?
I don't know if any students in freshmen year think about this. I guest my friends will think the same since we have same education and probably same values in reaching dreams and sort of that things.
I didn't know whati'm thinking actually when I choose Biomedical engineering. Ok, when i as a child i dreamed about being aa doctor. Butthen i dreamed about being a tecaher in my elementary school, then in junior high i did not know my dreams. In high school, i just didiot know what's my dream, but I know what i wantt o do with my life.
I love science. Really love it. 
Actually i want tio have a degree in something that goes to ways. Something that combined natural science and social science. Then I want to choose bioengineering because i like biotechnology. The thing is, i don't know if now i'm majoring in Biomedical engineeringan d still, i don't know where i am heading with this major.
Should i change major? In indonesia it's not easy. We should begin again.
The poin is, i love science and i love biology. I will stay with BME then with time passing by, I think I will now my dreams about my major.

05 Februari 2014

Exhaustingly happy

Today is my busiest day in this holiday season. I don't have any exact job like I used to when I'm on campus, studying (of course). In my holiday, I just read books, a lot, and sleep.
Well, today is my changing day as i walk out from my house with my violin in my hands and my ipad in my bag, heading to railway station as I will got o Surabaya to sign same papera nd orchestra rehearsal for senior graduation.
It was awesosme journey. Bringing my iPad is my best decision, because while I'm on the way, just sit for more than three hours, I could read some news from The Jakarta Post, read novels, and enjoying music from itunes.
Well, after the joy on the way, my skills in violin really challenged by the difficulties of our play, as we want to play Just the way you Are, the famous song from Bruno mars. Sitting and learning with new friends, trying to harmonize the voices of our instruments was really breathtaking experience yet very challenging.
I can not wait another Wednesday, although I should directly went home after that and of course, feeling absolutely exhausted, I can not hide my smile because I learn more from Airlangga Orchestra.

Kediri, on my way to my home.

04 Februari 2014

Liburan Ngapain?

Baru kali ini aku liburan sebulan. Bukan nya tidak bersyukur atau apa, namun bagi orang sepertiku, liburan sebulan itu rasanya lama, sekali. Mungkin karena tidak ada kegiatan sehingga waktu sebulan ini terasa seperti setahun.
Mungkin, nanti ketika kegiatan datang, waktu terasa akan terbang. Sedetik disana, dan detik selanjutnya sudah sampai tujuan. Namun pertanyaannya, kapan aku ada kegiatan? Selama ini aku hanya membaca, tidur, makan, bermain biola, ke rumah teman, membaca lagi.
Rutinitas malas ini terus aku lakukan. Ingin membantu orang tua juga malas. Aku tidak tahu kenapa rasanya seperti ini.
Mungkin aku harus bertanya pada diriku sendiri, dan memutuskan untuk mencari kegiatan. Jika aku tidak menemukannya, mungkin aku bisa membuat sendiri.