Shocked

I'm really relieved to know the fact that my bad score in Bahasa Indonesia simply because of the technical problem. I got 58 in my national exam try out last week and it was shocking. But, after I checked my answer with the key answer from my teacher, I should get a score around 70-74. Hugh...

*however, it was nice to know that the problem in't my brain

Try Out Result Come out!

As I predicted before that I will got 6 (actually 6.38) as an average in my national examination trials last week. I didn't prepare anything because I was studying the SAT at the moment. Just like my teacher said. Win the tournament, not the game, and the SAT is the tournament because when I can not get a higher score on this challenging test, I will be cut off. However, there is something that make me happy, I got 9.25 on Biology. I must admitted that I never expected my score that high. I think I just need to make this better and better. Who I am if not trying to make something better?

Wondering

Oh, I just realize an important fact when I saw my friend's birthday was celebrating by his friends. I never got any. So pity... But, let me think. I think I had, when I'm turned to 18, my roommates celebrated my birthday. Yeah, that was really cool. With all cakes and surprised that really annoyed me. They took my laptop and acted like my PC was gone and they didn't know that!
However, I don't really mind that my birthday is not celebrated. Because, usually God always have some surprise in my own solitude, like a new violin in my 18th birthday and many things that right now I forgot. *sigh...