UNAS Makin Dekat

 Unas makin dekat. Satu bulan lagi dan semua usaha selama tiga tahun akhirnya akan ditentukan juga dengan ujian selama tiga hari. Meskiipun demikian, ternyata tiga hari ujian tidak akan menentukan 100% kelulusan siswa dari sekolah. Ujian Nasional hanya akan menentukan 60% kelulusan, sedangkan 40% nya adalah performa di sekolah yang diambil dari ujian sekolah. Meski demikian, berarti tetap saja kelulusan di Indonesia ditentukan oleh ujian.

Aku kurang tahu dengan negara lain, namun memang ujian selalu dijadikan ajang penentuan bagi kelulusan siswa. Berat memang, kalau sampai ada anak yang smart namun gagal di ujian karena dia punya masalah.

Disitulah tantangan dalam ujian nasioanl di Indonesia. Semakin dekat dengan ujian nasional, semakin banyak keringat dingin yang muncul, rasa deg degan, stress, atau parahnya lagi depresi gara-gara tidak dapat memenuhi target.

What about me? Do I feel the same about UNAS? Well, I should say it honestly that I feel anxious about UNAS. Like I’m not 100% prepared. My focused still divided by something I don’t know, maybe the university enrollment that caused it. However, I considered that the caused is come from inside my mind, which is really good in manipulating. So, from now on, I think the best way to save myself is to negotiate with my mind and give positives affirmation that will lead me to break the wall.

Still, UNAS one month again, I should be prepare for this war. Because UNAS is another war and I will win this time.

Don’t Know What Happened

Recently, I feel strange about myself because of something I don’t really know. Don’t ask me why. I just feel I’m lazier, and I can’t write anything more than 300 words in 15 minutes like usually I always do. I feel bewildered about this.

I wondered what happened with my true personal character, is it my failure in SAT affected  my personality? I hated being like this. I feel the weaknesses inside my mind. Like a dementor sucked my happiness and my hopes. Like I’m being depressed because of something I don’t know.

I wish I could find what happen with me so I could figure out how to overcome this and move forward. 

British English

I always enchanted by British English. So, for the past three years I always try to search anything about British English, especially for the tutorial on how to speak with british accent or just listening in some video that use british english. So, finally I found a great video form You Tube in JacksGap's channel. He has great videos in many topics. the plus is that he has a beautiful and easy listening british english, and (for ladies only)*, *he has gorgeous face (I'm envy  )-:. So, just check this video...
This is only the example.